because there's a poltergeist in every pen

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 10:04:08 GMT

i'm moving now to itslikecirkus

adding me up again will be much appreciated.

love you all.

thanks

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 03:57:01 GMT

HAPPY PRIDE DAY!!!

moi

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 12:41:56 GMT

click here

boracay week party series part 3

Sat, 08 May 2004 08:42:53 GMT

april 11, 2004

me, naira, xandel

frosted margaux

carol and tina

naira and dave

reijiro, charmaine, princess, margaux and carol

lovey

treisha

margaux, treisha, carla, clive, rocky, neth, rex, xandel, lovey

carol, john, treisha, princess, charmaine, elmer

charmaine, princess, margaux, geoff, elmer and marc

after party at boracay peninsula

kalibo airport, april 13, 2004

boracay week party series part 2

Sat, 08 May 2004 08:26:03 GMT

april 8, 2004

sexbomb treisha aka lotho

carol garcia

good friday, infront of boracay plaza with lotho, reijiro dale and elmer

boracay week party series part 1

Sat, 08 May 2004 05:03:57 GMT

april 7, 2004

lunch with rex, dale, rocky, me, macky, margaux and igna

rex and rocky also known as ram and robin

moi and lovey

igna, xandel, rocky and rex

Wed, 21 Apr 2004 17:52:12 GMT

i lost my phone.

fuck it.

i'm gonna miss my boy's almost a thousand messages that was stored there.

btw

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 03:16:32 GMT

my boy just left for the states last night. he'll be in los angeles then new york for almost a month. this will be the longest time na im not gonna see him. sa span of 8 months namin together, 3 days lang ata ang pinakamatagal naming hindi nagkita. im gonna miss him. hay.

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 03:04:45 GMT

i had the best weekend / birthday party / 8th monthsary ever last week at boracay. i really wish all of my friends were there. gonna post the pics soon. ;)

my milkshakes...

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 14:57:22 GMT

macky & bruce

=)

Tue, 17 Jun 2003 11:44:09 GMT

"something is wrong"

burn me down if that's how everything's gonna start
with a flame from the heat off the look on your face
on a day like today
i could have made out every raindrop falling down
on your head
now I fear that I may taste
these tears rolling down my face
and realize something is wrong
with the light of the sun
in the color of the sky
with you and everyone....

hell-o

Thu, 29 May 2003 19:43:00 GMT

Wed, 09 Apr 2003 16:16:53 GMT

i can see fashion now as business not lifestyle.. period

Wed, 26 Mar 2003 14:59:46 GMT

when you look at some point... it's kinda sad living as a "bachelor"... cuz first, ur the only one who should take care of yourself and ur pad of course, second.. at the end of the day, you have no one to share or talk to of what you've experienced on that day.. well.. on the other hand.. your not bound by shakles and chains.

bah. don't mind me..

anwyay

i had this weird dream yesterday morning, the scene is a small L-shaped kitchen kind of european type with a wooden table on the center around it is karl lagerfeld wearing a black coat and white shirt with a black tie and a cowboy's chaps.. so every time he raises or stretches his arms his suit is rising up and i can see part of his creased legs peaking (lol).. also in the scene is carine roitfeld (editor of french vogue) wearing a pistachio and black striped mini-dress with black stilettos (soo not her), amanda harlech (karl lagerfeld's muse) wearing a black dress, a french guy and jujiin philandlil... we're planning daw to go to inez van lamsweerde's (photographer) rest house for a tea party but karl doesn't want to leave because carine might steal his brown spherical shaped soap sitting on the sink... that's the only thing i can recall..

hmm's today

Mon, 24 Mar 2003 15:13:16 GMT

+ i think chicago doesn't deserve to win the best film of the year.
+ adrien brody's speech is astounding, i think he deserves the award
+ i just love nicole kidman! she's soo stunning
+ i was a bit disappointed because julienne moore didn't get the award
+ ma won the lotto minor prize today
+ my right cheek is still a bit swollen because my impacted wisdom tooth was extracted last friday. ugh
+ i just talked to gelo again. he's still in japan and i think he's doing well.

la lang

Thu, 20 Mar 2003 19:14:50 GMT

i think i swallowed a part of my wisdom tooth.

i wanna kite..

Wed, 12 Mar 2003 14:06:56 GMT

....this kind of kite

-none-g-

Wed, 12 Mar 2003 13:44:19 GMT

1) First Grade Teacher: ms. adelina castroberde
2) Last word you said: hello?
3) Last song you sang: kamakawiwo ole' israel - somewhere over the rainbow
4) Last person you hugged: melvin?
5) Last thing you laughed at: can't remember
6) Last time you said 'I love you': forgot, prolly the time that i'm drugged
7) Last time you cried: i almost cried earlier
8) What's in your CD player: dirty mix 6
9) What colour socks are you wearing: i'm barefoot now
10) What's under your bed: dirt
11) What time did you wake up today: 9ish
12) Current taste: nothing
13) Current hair: short but thick
14) Current clothes: vintage benetton, boxers
15) Current annoyance: my parents who's very close minded
16) Current longing: boracay trip, future projects, new clothes, acceptance
17) Current desktop picture: red japanese characters on black background
18) Current worry: studies (as usual), war, my allowance, boracay trip
19) Current hate: my dad
20) Story behind your username: eley kishimoto (designer) & cecil beaton (photographer)... no conection, just random thoughts
21) Current favourite article of clothing: wet suit skeleton and t-shirt skeleton from helmut lang s/s 2003
22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: hmm. eyes, hair
22) Favourite physical feature of the same sex: butt, legs, hair,
23) Last CD that you bought: kings of convenience remix
4) Favourite place to be: olive, my place
25) Least favourite place: school
26) Time you wake up in the morning: 9
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: violin, cello
28) Favourite color:black and blue
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: nope
30) How tall are you: 6 flat
31) Current favourite word/saying: dunno, tell me ;)
32) Favourite book: i don't read much
33) Favourite season: christmas
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: elsa maxwell
36) Where do you want to go: antwerp and paris
37) What is your career going to be like: i'm not sure yet
39) What kind of car will you have: black BMW X5 4.6i
40) Type a line you remember from any book: nothing
41) A random lyric: i see friends shaking hands saying, "how do you do?" they're really saying, i love you
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: speakers, lamp, cd's, ashtrays, phone, mike, diskettes, printer box, mirror, mic

now, help me with this.

I ____ Ivan.
Ivan is ____.
if I were alone in a room with Ivan, I would _______.
I think Ivan should _____.
Ivan needs ______.
I want to ____________ Ivan.
someday Ivan will ________.
Ivan reminds me of _______.
without Ivan _______.
memories of Ivan are ________.
Ivan can be __________.
worst thing about Ivan is _________.
best thing about Ivan is _________.
I am ________ with Ivan.

stolen from kuto

Wed, 19 Feb 2003 03:08:16 GMT

Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.

Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.

At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have un-admitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliché 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?

Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled physical or emotional needs are producing considerable stress. You react to this by blaming everyone but yourself. You are aggressive, sarcastic and embittered. Try to be understanding and a little flexible - it will pay dividends in the long run, and it could well be that accordingly all of your dreams could soon be realized.

mood analysis test

uhm, true.

Sat, 15 Feb 2003 23:12:42 GMT

this is baaaaad........ im getting worse... gaaaah.... please pull me back to reality.......!

....hug me!!!!

BATTLE ROYALE 2

Wed, 12 Feb 2003 19:07:14 GMT

Set one year after BR1, the two surviving students from the previous year's bloodbath, Shuya Nanahara (Fujiwara) and Noriko Nakagawa (Aki Maeda) return home, their lives permanently scarred by the terrifying experiences of BR1. Around them, the Battle Royale act continues and another class is kidnapped and placed in a Battle Royale. After the previous incidents, the public becomes aware of what the Japanese government is doing to their children and riots break out, some people violently attacking Japanese politicians in the street. Democracy no longer exists in this Japan where the country is dictated by the Japanese military who came away from World War II victorious alongside Germany. The rioters are violently dealt with and their children are thrown in to Battle Royale along with the randomly selected tenth grade class of boys and girls.......

......Too bad the director Kinji Fukasaku lost his battle with prostate cancer and died during the production of Battle Royale II. His son, Kenta Fukasaku, co-director and scriptwriter of Battle Royale I and II has taken his place in directing the sequel to Battle Royale.

last night

Sat, 01 Feb 2003 11:47:28 GMT

♣ juj, jp rocky and i went to malate, bitch tag, late snack at fidel, met jocef, pass-by aquario, drool over rocky (my crushie), pass-by flava, music sucks, went straight ahead to flute, saw rich, felt awkward, dance, lotsa cuties, consumed beer, dance, met rocky (my crushie) finally, looks pissed, dance, dance, dance, consumed another beer, dance, talked to rich, felt awkward, dance, dance, left flute by 2:45, dropped-by mini-stop, grab a drink and donut, went to olive, lotsa cuties, dance, lotsa wasted kiddies, dance, dance, saw mark, dance, lotsa cuties, got tired, saw erica fife, rest for a while, dance, dance, left olive by 5. had taho with jujiin, home, sign-off by 6 ♣

Fri, 31 Jan 2003 08:09:49 GMT

I just sleep all day
And dream the night away
I think about goin' out…

Optic neon curves
The light dissolves my nerves
The midnight sky get me high…

I need a shot of the streets
I wanna be alone in the dark
I could walk until it gets light
'Cause I'm addicted to the night

Fri, 31 Jan 2003 08:06:48 GMT

i got a copy of igby goes down and drunk-punch love today.

i'm thinking of getting pedro almodovar's talk to her... maybe later hehe.

Thu, 30 Jan 2003 16:25:44 GMT

i'm feeling a bit down right now.
i dunno why.

today
+ my i.d. was officially confiscated for wearing a long-fucking-hair.
+ i didn't attend class because i have to get a temporary i.d. from SAO. (students something org.i forgot)
+ a concerned friend texted me that i changed na daw, in a negative way, that i have to be sensitive with my surroundings.
+ i went to our office to finish some paper works.
+ ariel and i had a meeting with thelma sioson-san juan, the general manager of abs-cbn publishing to finish the proposal and the costings for our upcoming show this feb.
+ dropped ariel at sequia apartment to meet-up with neil oshima.
+ went home. very tired.
+ chatted with several friends online while listening to jp's rants and raves with his 5th blowjob. =P
+ jp told me i look so worried.
+ had dinner with jp at jollibee. i had champ, fries and coke. hehe. yummm. sobrang busog.
+ jp went home
+ while walking towards the elevator. i saw this semi-cute small boy with a big bag, just got out of the elevator, stared at me.. while waiting for the lift, i look back, he's still there, few meters away, trying to make a phone call on a non-signal spot.. so i gave him a "will-you-stop-posing-there-and-follow-me" look, so he went back, just followed me. he looks pretty decent naman, so i'm not that worried. when i'm about to open my door. i greeted him. he said hi.
me: u live here?
him: nah. i just visited a friend
me: what floor?
him: 20th
me: okay. see you around.
+ then i went inside, semi closed the door. grab a drink. then look again outside. he's near the elevator. then i said; u wanna come over? he said sure.
+ we just had a small talk. some getting-to-know-you type of conversation and as far as i can remember, he's a 23 years old freelance interior designer slash florist from makati. he also showed me his works on his cute laptop, which is not bad at all.. he had to leave early because he have meet daw his clients. ok. we just exchanged numbers.
+ took a nap for like two hours, feeling down, then i went online again.
+ phoned-up bing just to say hi.
+ my hickey still hurts from last night's ...