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[Nov. 10th, 2004|05:38 pm] |
i'm moving now to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) itslikecirkus
adding me up again will be much appreciated.
love you all.
thanks |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 26th, 2004|11:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | scissor sisters - take your mama | ] |
HAPPY PRIDE DAY!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|10:49 am] |
i lost my phone.
fuck it.
i'm gonna miss my boy's almost a thousand messages that was stored there. |
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| btw |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crashing | ] |
| [ | music |
| | res - they say vision | ] |
my boy just left for the states last night. he'll be in los angeles then new york for almost a month. this will be the longest time na im not gonna see him. sa span of 8 months namin together, 3 days lang ata ang pinakamatagal naming hindi nagkita. im gonna miss him. hay. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 15th, 2004|07:56 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | timo maas feat kelis - help me | ] |
i had the best weekend / birthday party / 8th monthsary ever last week at boracay. i really wish all of my friends were there. gonna post the pics soon. ;) |
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| my milkshakes... |
[Jan. 28th, 2004|10:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | good | ] |
| [ | music |
| | radio colette | ] |
macky & bruce
=) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 17th, 2003|07:45 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | brother brown feat. frank'ee - under the water | ] |
"something is wrong"
burn me down if that's how everything's gonna start
with a flame from the heat off the look on your face
on a day like today
i could have made out every raindrop falling down
on your head
now I fear that I may taste
these tears rolling down my face
and realize something is wrong
with the light of the sun
in the color of the sky
with you and everyone.... |
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| hell-o |
[May. 30th, 2003|03:52 am] |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 10th, 2003|12:25 am] |
| [ | music |
| | quantic - blackstone rock | ] |
i can see fashion now as business not lifestyle.. period |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 26th, 2003|10:18 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | ceasaria evoria - sabor de pecado | ] |
when you look at some point... it's kinda sad living as a "bachelor"... cuz first, ur the only one who should take care of yourself and ur pad of course, second.. at the end of the day, you have no one to share or talk to of what you've experienced on that day.. well.. on the other hand.. your not bound by shakles and chains.
bah. don't mind me..
anwyay
i had this weird dream yesterday morning, the scene is a small L-shaped kitchen kind of european type with a wooden table on the center around it is karl lagerfeld wearing a black coat and white shirt with a black tie and a cowboy's chaps.. so every time he raises or stretches his arms his suit is rising up and i can see part of his creased legs peaking (lol).. also in the scene is carine roitfeld (editor of french vogue) wearing a pistachio and black striped mini-dress with black stilettos (soo not her), amanda harlech (karl lagerfeld's muse) wearing a black dress, a french guy and jujiin philandlil... we're planning daw to go to inez van lamsweerde's (photographer) rest house for a tea party but karl doesn't want to leave because carine might steal his brown spherical shaped soap sitting on the sink... that's the only thing i can recall.. |
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| hmm's today |
[Mar. 24th, 2003|10:41 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
+ i think chicago doesn't deserve to win the best film of the year.
+ adrien brody's speech is astounding, i think he deserves the award
+ i just love nicole kidman! she's soo stunning
+ i was a bit disappointed because julienne moore didn't get the award
+ ma won the lotto minor prize today
+ my right cheek is still a bit swollen because my impacted wisdom tooth was extracted last friday. ugh
+ i just talked to gelo again. he's still in japan and i think he's doing well.
la lang |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 21st, 2003|03:24 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cnn | ] |
i think i swallowed a part of my wisdom tooth. |
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| i wanna kite.. |
[Mar. 12th, 2003|10:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cyn - fantasy reality | ] |
....this kind of kite |
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| -none-g- |
[Mar. 12th, 2003|09:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the distillers - city of angels | ] |
1) First Grade Teacher: ms. adelina castroberde
2) Last word you said: hello?
3) Last song you sang: kamakawiwo ole' israel - somewhere over the rainbow
4) Last person you hugged: melvin?
5) Last thing you laughed at: can't remember
6) Last time you said 'I love you': forgot, prolly the time that i'm drugged
7) Last time you cried: i almost cried earlier
8) What's in your CD player: dirty mix 6
9) What colour socks are you wearing: i'm barefoot now
10) What's under your bed: dirt
11) What time did you wake up today: 9ish
12) Current taste: nothing
13) Current hair: short but thick
14) Current clothes: vintage benetton, boxers
15) Current annoyance: my parents who's very close minded
16) Current longing: boracay trip, future projects, new clothes, acceptance
17) Current desktop picture: red japanese characters on black background
18) Current worry: studies (as usual), war, my allowance, boracay trip
19) Current hate: my dad
20) Story behind your username: eley kishimoto (designer) & cecil beaton (photographer)... no conection, just random thoughts
21) Current favourite article of clothing: wet suit skeleton and t-shirt skeleton from helmut lang s/s 2003
22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: hmm. eyes, hair
22) Favourite physical feature of the same sex: butt, legs, hair,
23) Last CD that you bought: kings of convenience remix
4) Favourite place to be: olive, my place
25) Least favourite place: school
26) Time you wake up in the morning: 9
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: violin, cello
28) Favourite color:black and blue
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: nope
30) How tall are you: 6 flat
31) Current favourite word/saying: dunno, tell me ;)
32) Favourite book: i don't read much
33) Favourite season: christmas
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: elsa maxwell
36) Where do you want to go: antwerp and paris
37) What is your career going to be like: i'm not sure yet
39) What kind of car will you have: black BMW X5 4.6i
40) Type a line you remember from any book: nothing
41) A random lyric: i see friends shaking hands saying, "how do you do?" they're really saying, i love you
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: speakers, lamp, cd's, ashtrays, phone, mike, diskettes, printer box, mirror, mic
now, help me with this.
I ____ Ivan.
Ivan is ____.
if I were alone in a room with Ivan, I would _______.
I think Ivan should _____.
Ivan needs ______.
I want to ____________ Ivan.
someday Ivan will ________.
Ivan reminds me of _______.
without Ivan _______.
memories of Ivan are ________.
Ivan can be __________.
worst thing about Ivan is _________.
best thing about Ivan is _________.
I am ________ with Ivan. |
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| stolen from kuto |
[Feb. 19th, 2003|11:12 am] |
| [ | music |
| | hedwig and the angry inch - in your arms | ] |
Enough is enough - you feel frustrated and rejected. You are fighting back and the going is tough. It would be just wonderful if you could be left in peace.
Rejection is what you fear the most and it is this fear that makes you unapproachable. You are looking for acknowledgement and above all looking for people who can appreciate you for who and what you are.
You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.
You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.
At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have un-admitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliché 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?
Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled physical or emotional needs are producing considerable stress. You react to this by blaming everyone but yourself. You are aggressive, sarcastic and embittered. Try to be understanding and a little flexible - it will pay dividends in the long run, and it could well be that accordingly all of your dreams could soon be realized.
mood analysis test
uhm, true. |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2003|07:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | option fm | ] |
this is baaaaad........ im getting worse... gaaaah.... please pull me back to reality.......!
....hug me!!!! |
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